The Pretender

Often, we say things without thinking if it's okay or not. That kind of attitude had brought me up to be a good pretender. For three years I proved it's not a joke. Damn! was that hard man!
You always say your fine though you're not. You say you're not hurt though you are. You say you're happy when you're sad. You say you're smiling instead of crying. You say you're just fine when the truth is you're dying. Wow! I mean whoa! How could I ever cheat myself? I had always been the person saying "AT YOUR SERVICE SIR/MA'AM" doing everything they say yet can't even do a favor for my own. Anyway, one more year and it's over right?

Being D' Person

Have you ever placed yourself in the shoe of another? Have you ever felt to be the person in a humiliating situation? You sure didn't experience this right? It really hurt me when I saw him being laughed at, even though were not related or he's not someone special. I can see the sadness in his eyes and his silent prayers.

Birthday Forgotten

I proved that it's hard to be alone. I just had my 15th birthday last November 3, 2008. Not even one of my classmates greeted me in our classroom that day, they didn't me when I told them it's my birthday.........,maybe because they knew I'm a liar. Even my relatives didn't greet me. I know they already knew my birthday. And.......,who knows what I did that day? I was too silent and I felt I was angry or shall I say bad trip the whole day. My family is away from me, I can do nothing. That night, I stayed outside the house, I watched the moon starting to go whole and the stars shining down on me. I thought of the moon and stars as my best presents that special day of my life. Until I fell asleep I can still my heart heavy. I don't now the components of my heart or what it is carrying to cause the heavy feeling. I felt like I'm lost (long sigh).

pain

I can feel it spreading to my heart. How can I stop it? Can I ever swallow this pain I'm feeling?

men

I learned that men are more loyal companions or bestfriends than co-women

Am-among

I enjoyed watching cultural activities and we also performed. Festivals are tiring.

Am-among